(Pidi's are Partial Differential Equations)
I want to make this quick blog post before the idea skips my mind (partly due to the episode of Bite Me loading up on a separate tab) , sitting in the library hall (apparently my new home since no longer living on campus) drowned in typical post lecture thoughts I begin to take my plunge ...
For those of you who don't know yet my main pursuit on Youtube is science communication, subscribers of my channel (links down below) would know that I generally try to instill a sense of wonder and curiosity in my videos.
This endeavor usually involves absorbing my own fair share of inspiration from other similarly interesting if not much much more eloquently put content made by fellow Youtubers aimed at communicating science, that and reading / re-reading books by Sagan , Kaku and Dawkins all of which are excellent science communicators in their own right, their strengths being that they can appeal to a very broad audience given that it is an audience with an open enough mind. All of which I have a blast just absorbing information from.
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Recently I've been filling this demand for inspiration with content from a much lesser known science communicator to most people of recent years (but a legend in the academic world). A Physicist by the name of Richard Feynman who won the Nobel Prize in 1965, known best for his works in the Quantum Theory and Quantum Electrodynamics, his pioneering lecture on Nano - Technology and for playing the Bongos. (probably more for playing the bongos if you've been watching CBS's The Big Bang Theory recently). Well anyway, don't let my words decide for you whether he was "half genius half buffoon" let the man's voice echoing through history tell you himself.
Anyways , what does this have to do with the title of the blog and the so called "Pidi's". I had the idea to write this pretty much 20 minutes ago and i'm challenging myself to do it in less than an hour so let me take you back 45 minutes. I was nearing the end of a lecture on Partial Differential Equations. I'm trying to be quick here so forgive me if I don't write out the equations down below. While sitting down next to friend Ivan Tan, (bless his naive soul) as the lecture ended and the magnitude of all the equations started to set in I suddenly remembered a line that Feynman had once said and at that moment just blurted it out to Ivan, The conversion although mostly a one sided one consisting of me telling him my opinion goes as follows
Me: You know there's this Physicist who won the Nobel Prize in
1965, his name was Richard Feynman who once said that "nature is going to come out the way that shes going to come out, so when
we're looking for the answers we shouldn't presuppose
anything , because whatever that we find is what it is, not what
we hope we want it to be", Its like when we're trying to
investigate nature and do science even if all the people in the
world believe that the answer to life is x + 2 no matter how
hard we all believe that the answer is x + 2, it wont change a
thing. We just have to accept what is as what we find and whatever it is we find.
<Both of us looked quizzically back at the board trying to
decipher some deeper meaning from the equations that had just
"skull fucked" us for two hours>
Ivan: Ok ... Just seems kinda long for something so trivial.
Me: Yeah, Yeah it is actually, sometimes I really dont get all of it myself, but then again I cant really complain that this
is the best method we have of modelling reality, it is the way it is so its not really our fault that it came out like this, I mean I figure there is probably a ton of other things that are far more complex than this ...
but at the end of the day the real world is only going to come out the way it is, and that is real, and if this is the best way of explaining it than I don't really have anything to argue with.
Ivan: I dunno man just hope the exams are survivable
The rest of the conversation is not really important, class ended and as I was packing my things, only then did the magnitude of it hit me , up until that point I had generally been a sponge of many of the ideas of the people that had contributed to the knowledge of mankind but only then did Feynman's words come to life in my mind.
At that particular moment It dawned on me what the true meaning "perception" was, it was sort of like a burst into a temporary state of intellectual Nirvana . Humbling yet incredibly satisfying despite the fact that there were a lot of things that I still didn't understand yet and probably will never understand the slightest bit about by the time that I die, but it was still ok.
I felt completely fine.
My only hope is to live in order to leave some of that feeling in others so that future generations can stand on the shoulders of giants ever taller than the ones that came before.
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